20080118

Hello i'm so depressed because I CAN'T WATCH JAY CHOU CONCERT D: D: D: BOOHOOHOOHOOOOOOO): omg, why did it have to sell out so fasttttttt): like 3 months ago or something!!!! grrrrr and my mum so wanted to get tickets for me and my dad toooooo but it just had to have like ALL SOLD OUT i can't even get one):

ok...too bad for me right. haha, okayyyyyyy i forgot what i wanted to blog about. i shall just post pictures(:

i hate sec4 life i'm so stressed out every single day (without fail), never used to be like that, and SO MANY projects are dued these few weeks i'm dying, i have so little sleep everyday i feel like i can barely survive): and i'm so stressed out because i simply can't understand what the teachers are saying during lessons and im struggling like crazy, and i can't find time to read my txbk/do 10 year series because i go home so late every day and have so much work to complete and so much stuff to do omgodddddd D: D: D: i'm damn serious abt it now, i know i'm like some huge slacker but i now when i want to study i just can't find time to. even if i dont rest at all at night i really can't study cause i'm simply too tired and i just fall asleep once i sit down to read the txbk.

i can't take it anymore, everyday seems to pass so fast like zoommmmm hardly enough time for anything):

ok i need to destress D: D: D: D: go dieeeeeeee sec4 i want to be young forever, make me young forever):





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haha i'm like continuing the next day! it's like, sunday 1.40 am-.- late right. but sadly i came home late today (saturday) that's why.

ok i'm not sure why i always start thinking abt possibilities that are negative, even when it may not have anything to do with it at all, but i just..... ok let's say my mind can link what other people say with things that are (constantly - unsubconciously) in my mind. i guess? bah it's bad): i dont know why such feelings even come to me!

but anyway, we went ikea just now and omgggg i'm sooooooo getting those stars for my room HAHAAH it's damn cute ok! it's like star lights, and my dad says we can hang it above our beds so cute:D

but i tell you, it's a damn torture cause now i have to share a room with my sister. OMG i'm so considering putting a curtain chain down at the middle line of the room so HER side is HERS and MY side is MINE. haha i'm sorry, we just can't really get along, you knowwww (right lahlah), cause she's getting evilllllll. i mean, she's just evil. hahah and i'm obviously never letting her turn our room into a little baby room. (grrrrrrrrrr)

and i'm not having the computer in my OWN room anymore): ): ): omg, i'm damn sad can): and somemore have to share with that irritating person-.- and guess what, my brother's sharing a room with my grandfather, and THERE'S GNA BE A TELEVISION THERE ok great he gets the tv i get nothing-.- if the computer's in the study room at the back, i tell you, i'm going to stay there 3/4 of the time i'm at home. grrrrrrr. why can't my brother just continue sharing a room with my sister! haha ok i'm selfish but not like he minds ok:D

i shall bunk in with my brother when my grandfather isn't arnd or something. hahahaahahaaaaaaa like how he sneaks into my room and stay with me to use the comp. i shall sneak in and watch the tv. HAHAHAH

and omg, tmr (or rather today), we're celebrating my grandfather's birthday, with lahlahhhhhhh:D HAHA can't wait! we meet so little nowadays): oh but i've got like skating in the morn and jiang in the aft): and lots of uncompleted work): and my mum asked me if i want to sharpen my skates but it looks fine to me so why sharpen right. hahah but it's only $10 and i've never sharpened before what if i need to adapt again i dont like ok-.- haha, ok nvm if i want next time then see how.









This is evidence of the 'zombie game' - i have no idea how it ended up to be some fighting crazy running around game-.- hahah and the bully (being the much bigger one) bullying (playing with) the little kid. the bully by the way, claims he is 'zorro'. with his mask. HAHA ok this is when me and lahlah were laughing like crazy so we just had to take some shots for evidence of the crazy game.










HAHA okayyyyyyy does this mean he's got victory?-.-


guess what he was doing-.- he was hanging the mask (the small black thing hanging down) from the 2nd level and making dave, marcus and ahmin on the 1st level try to catch it. wow, such a fun game!-.- hahaha omg!:D


omgggg dave is just the cutest ever right!!!:D i love him hahaha so cuteeeeee:D ask him to pose then he pose like that! hahaha<3<3






ahhhhhhh marcus' pose is the cutestttttt la:D he's superrrrrr cute hahaha i said "come pose for me!" and he pose like that!! HAHAHA:D i loveeeeee both marcus and dave!

we're going for SSO mahler symphony concert next sat evening(: i must remember to ask mr chan abt it on sat during lesson haahha he will sure tell me what to look out for:D binocularrrrrssssssss ahhhhh-.- stupid seat la, i bet like last row of last level or something-.- hahahah everyone remember to bring your binoculars HAHA

you know i suddenly miss my china buddy today (not that i never did but like SUDDENLY thought of it today)!): i hope she comes to singapore! and i can host her! haha(:

anyway, i tell you my eyes are like closing while i'm doing the presentation ppt hahaha-.- i'm so tired): so i shall go sleep like now. goodnight(:

(and i hope i see crush tmr again HAHAHHA omg please be there:D)

因为我们等不到那流星):